Sometimes you take even the littlest things for granted... being away from home makes me miss my home. The home I worked hard for. I remem walking in that empty home with my bff Nicolle and DC (husbs) and saying, Its tiny, but I like it. I'm looking back at all the things I worked for over the past going on 3 yrs to get. My Samsung flattie, my very functional and easy to move around coffee table,the list goes on... my big beautiful bed was already there but I still miss it....I miss the feeling of my three hundred dollar down comforter in my purposely 65 degree little flat rubbing against my cool skin that is laying atop my cute thirty dollar target sheets. Not everything has to be luxury, its the little luxurious touches that make you feel a sense of being home. I may sound crazy, but I can't wait to share those little luxuries with LoS. Ohhhh..... who's that? Well LoS just happens to be the most amazing guy on the planet, to me. It's funny how time goes by.....how it plays into things. I was supposed to have taken this trip back in July. I was never suppose to go to Jersey, but funny how I fell inlove with it. If I could ensure we'd live the same type of life in Jersey, I'd fly back tmw, pack a uhaul, and move tomorrow. I never even wanted to move a state over for my ex of five years, but I'd move across the country to an unknown place to be with the person who makes me feel HOME. He is my home away from home. I can't wait for him to visit. Infact, we've looked at flights already. I want him to help me paint the condo back to something neutral, something possibly for two someday or with any luck, I can chill on the shopping and try and save for the 3 story little townhouse I want in Gilbert. 89,000$$? I would be stupid to not atleast attempt it. All I know is I can't wait to share my life with the person that makes me feel home.
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