home

Sometimes you take even the littlest things for granted... being away from home makes me miss my home.  The home I worked hard for.  I remem walking in that empty home with my bff Nicolle and DC (husbs) and saying, Its tiny, but I like it.  I'm looking back at all the things I worked for over the past going on 3 yrs to get.  My Samsung flattie, my very functional and easy to move around coffee table,the list goes on... my big beautiful bed was already there but I still miss it....I miss the feeling of my three hundred dollar down comforter in my purposely 65 degree little flat rubbing against my cool skin that is laying atop my cute thirty dollar target sheets.  Not everything has to be luxury, its the little luxurious touches that make you feel a sense of being home.  I may sound crazy, but I can't wait to share those little luxuries with LoS. Ohhhh..... who's that? Well LoS just happens to be the most amazing guy on the planet, to me.  It's funny how time goes by.....how it plays into things.  I was supposed to have taken this trip back in July.  I was never suppose to go to Jersey, but funny how I fell inlove with it. If I could ensure we'd live the same type of life in Jersey, I'd fly back tmw, pack a uhaul, and move tomorrow.  I never even wanted to move a state over for my ex of five years, but I'd move across the country to an unknown place to be with the person who makes me feel HOME.  He is my home away from home.  I can't wait for him to visit. Infact, we've looked at flights already.  I want him to help me paint the condo back to something neutral, something possibly for two someday or with any luck, I can chill on the shopping and try and save for the 3 story little townhouse I want in Gilbert.  89,000$$?  I would be stupid to not atleast attempt it. All I know is I can't wait to share my life with the person that makes me feel home.

P.s I'm ordering another floating magazine rack like the one I have next to my tv....I figure, even if he isn't there everyday, his Honda & football magz can have their own place to rest just like all my Gaga & Weezy magz do <3

Thank you CarLoS Tavarez for making me a truly happy girl.

stab.breathe.stab.

Stab.

Breathe.

Stab.

Who knew a heart could be stabbed by a person you helped so much?

Who knew that days before that person with your same blood that asked for your forgiveness not too far back could stab your heart...and rip it out.

...and after you have that tiny breathe still left, begging to not be your last...

the person you trust to wake up to in the morning, to hold you when your heart is bleeding..

takes that very heart and stabs it as well....

you're still expected to breathe....

Knockout

I'm loving the 'Knockout' vid!!!! I've been listening to this song for months now and knew when they made the video it would be uber fun and cute. I made a wallie to match too.. just something I made real quick <3

So Happy I Could Die

 Hey Dolls! This was the first wallie I made...I just never posted it.  One of my fave songs off Mama Monster's latest album is "So happy I Could Die" for a few reasons..... it's fun to sing; it talks about about touching yourself *wink* annnnnnnnd she love's that lavender blonde!  I loved having lavender in my hair and whenever it comes on I want to run to my 'hair drawer" and lavender my locks up! LOL.... So here you have it, a GaGa wall...enjoy little darlings!

Snoop's True Blood Obsession Continues....

When I first saw the title I couldn't help but think this dude REALLY wants a spot if not cameo on this show...but who doesn't????  He name dropped on one of his latest tracks "Gangsta Luv" and it still didn't get him what he wanted so why not try a whole song dedicated to Miss Sookie Stackhouse??!  I'm on the fence, If this is truly just a spoof, then it's laugh-worthy, but if he's for real trying to make this an actual song and video...just wow. Part I lol'd the most?  True Nutz....ha!  Check it out and leave me a comment about what you think... ESP MY TRUBIES!!!!!

Ciao Dolls xx

Bulletproof

I love La Roux's "Bulletproof..." for some reason I feel like it's a lezzy song, the vibe and  beat, not the lyrics.... although I wouldn't be surprised if the chick who sings the song loves to play with the girly's. Just wanted to make something simple and quick to rock on my berry.... 

Considering I slept 3 hours last night and worked 8am-8pm today, I'm surprised I was able to throw together anything..... smh...I better eat something since I don't have any time to properly dine. SVU and bed.... gotta be up extra early for the Portugal game tomorrow.... CRISTIANO RONALDO FOR BREAKFAST!!!!!!!!!!!

Night Dolls xx

True Blood Season 3 Promo Posters

OMG

That's all I can really say about tonight's episode.

I'll be blogging about my thought's on it tomorrow as I have to be up in less than 4 hours for work tmw....a nice, lovely 13hr day of work! So for now, check out some of my fave promo posters HBO has released!

Oh.... and can I just say......

"Eric Northman.six hours.fuck yes.please."

Peace, Love & Soccer

Hey dolls! So Sorry I've been away, work has been crazy,crazy,CRAZY.  I've MADE myself take a much needed break (all three of my days off I get each week.)  So, I decided to start making wallpapers to go with the lovely Blackberry themes my lovely Blackberry friends provide me with.  Alot of them will be lyric-type related wallpapers because I'm madly inlove with music...! One of my other loves is soccer, or as I call it futebol.  Soccer has been a big part of my life, not just because I'm a little porkchop (Portuguese) but because my father's blood is made out of 100% soccer.  He started playing when he was a little boy and from what I can remember, played for a team from when I was born to my late teens.  I remember dragging my little folding lawnchair with me every Sunday and yelling at the refs everytime they made a dumb call and most importantly yelling when any player from the opposing team even so much as bumped into my dad. I was his little firecracker and cheerleader.  I've had alot of great memories on the sidelines at games and at tournaments watching my dad play.  Everytime I watch any soccer game, my heart becomes even more alive because I automatically feel a connection to my dad by just sitting there and watching.....it reminds me of what a big part of my heart belongs to him and always will. My dad is such a respectful, kind, loving and humble man.  I don't regret when my mom left me with my dad one bit.  He taught me to be strong and tought me how to be a hardworker....(maybe TOO much of a hardworker!)  The 2010 World Cup just started and I got to watch my first game live this morning so the excitement really kicked in! I knew I had to make a wallpaper really quickly, so this was my end result.  I'll be making many more wallpapers and anyone is free to use them if wished. If not, then that's okay too...this is just something I'm doing for fun and thought I would share.  OH! I will absolutely be making Cristiano Ronaldo wallpapers because I know how you ladies looooooooooooooove that man..... I can't deny that my eyes loooooooove him too!  My bf already knows the rule.....no talking when I'm watching Cristiano...NO TALKING!!!!!!  So "GO PORTUGAL!!!!!!" AND "GO BRASIL..." that is until June 25th at 7am...uh oh!!!! (they play eachother!)

P.S I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DADDY.  ALWAYS.

G

Sorry about the icky pic, I'll be investing in a much better camera soon.....promise!

On my recent sex shop trip, I was introduced to a lovely new product that a wonderful employee suggested.  I had Flower Balm in my hand (female version of Rocket Balm which I've had pretty hot experiences with) and was heading over to the toys when she grabbed a little bottle of  "G." I was in the market for a new stimulating product and am so glad I was intro'd to this stuff!  G is a "female stimulating gel" that is applied to the underside of the clitoris as well as the surrounding area if desired.  The bottle says to "massage gentle circles until increased sensitivity occurs" but trust me, even if you don't, you'll still feel it.  The best way I can describe it is "a super cooling, tingling sensation which leads you into a orgasmic adventure."  The best part (aside from intense orgasms) is that G is all natural, water based, and Paraben & Glycerine free.  It's so important to know what you're putting on your treasured little vajizzlejazzle! It feels great also because it's not sticky at all.  Sticky=not so good. Since I'm always skeptical about products that are meant to heighten orgasms, I opted to go with the small bottle which is 15ml's.  I love when products come in trial sizes only because to me it says "go ahead, try me, you'll be back for more...just you watch!" I will def be grabbing a full size bottle soon but at the same time, a little goes a long way so I'm pleased to know that this little bottle will last me a bit. G came in a "Pleasure Pack" which also contained a small matching bottle of massage lubricant in which I have yet to open.  The Pack was $14.99 so it was relatively inexpensive, the full size bottle is $19.99 which again, is pretty inexpensive, especially for what you get out of it! Like mama used to say... "you can't put a price on a good orgasm!!!"  Okay, so my mom never said that...infact, she would probably just shake her head since nothing I say shocks her anymore.  


Also, check the ratings, I'm not the only little satisfied girlie... both men and women agree that this product IS powerful.  Plus it comes with a 30-day risk free money back guarantee.....now doesn't that make you feel lot's better???! If you just want to take it for a whirl and try the trial size "Pleasure Pack," you can clicky here to experience the fun! If any of you get a chance to try it, please don't be shy and lemme know what you think!  I love hearing opinions and thoughts on just about everything, especially when it come to hotness!

My Favorite Eyeliners....Makeup Forever Aqua Eyes

• Bare Minerals Matte Foundation, Urban Decay Eyeshadow Primer Potion, Urban Decay Deluxe Eyeshadow in Ransom, Makeup Forever pencil in 3L, MAC Cream Color Base in Luna, Diorshow Blackout Mascara and Rouge Dior Replenishing Lipcolor in 475 Pink Preview.

25 gorgeous colors that LAST.  Whether you like to "Hooker-on" your eyeliner or just draw a simple-thin line, these Makeup Forever pencils will never, ever dissapoint.  The best part about them aside from the fact that they  stay on thru any and every weather condition is that they are basically "two in one."  You can use them as an eyeshadow or blended in with your shadow and you can utilize them simply for eye-lining purposes. These waterproof pencils contain a unique formula that adheres to the eyelid and resists water under the most extreme conditions without running or even fading. "Hooker Eyes" can be uber hotttt....but not when the rest of the liner is  all over the rest of your pretty face.  If you're going to Hook.....DO IT RIGHT!  My first pencil I ever bought from this brilliant line was the 7L which happens to be one of my fave colors: Turquoise. The first thing I noticed is how easy it was to apply, no messy clean-ups and most importantly no touch-ups at any point throughout the day.  I know I'm committing a huge makeup sin by confessing that this stuff is so good that I have woken up the next day with just about perfect makeup and I'm a very messy sleeper.  Let's be honest, we are all guilty of falling asleep with makeup on here or there. No disrespect to Ke$ha, but with these amazing pencils you no longer have to wake up looking like her. Let's be real, the chick is fun, I even rock her album sans "Stephen" (gayest song ever)..... but she needs to hire a makeup artist STAT.  Perhaps call the Haus because they obviously know what they are doing with our Goddess Gaga.  

Last week I decided I wanted Gaga "Let's Make a Sandwich" Telephone eye's.....I went to my favorite store ever, Sephora, and my eyes instantly caught a glimpse of 3L which is an iridescent navy blue. I fell INLOVE and I was seriously in a committed relationship with 7L.  When it comes to makeup, I always hear people saying the same thing..."I love it, but I don't think I could pull it off...." WRONG.  It's about confidence.  Even if something is a little too extreme for your taste, you can always tone it down and tweak it just as I did with my telephone eyes.  I didn't want to walk into my office with shadow up to my brows, so I just put my own spin on it and both versions, extreme or not so extreme turned out nicely.  If any of you are interested in peeping out these liners, I seriously recommend going down to your local Sephora or just clicky here.  If you have any questions, L (my makeup pro, who you'll meet later today or tomorrow) and I will be more than happy to answer any questions!  

4:17pm


She's not broken
She's just a baby
But her boyfriend's like her dad
Just like a dad
And all those flames that
Burned before him
Now he's gotta firefight
Gotta cool the bad

**Update**

Hey Dolls! I'm sorry I haven't been continuously blogging but that's all about to change! After fighting for 2 MONTHS with the phone company and their engineer I finally was able to get them to finish construction on my condo and install my Wifi.  It was such a nightmare tethering my BlackBerry to my laptop but never again! I made sure to get the fastest possible speed and now I'm faster than the speed of lightning....and yes, I'm inlove with my new laptop I can now fully use. I'll be updating every other day if not everyday at times! I know you all missed me! I'll be blogging as soon as I get home from work today Lovelies...!!!!  Oh and YESSSS! I did make that trip to the Sex Shop and lemme tell you.... get ready for the next level in masturbation.........oh just you dolls wait!

Sprinkle's & Some Boxing!

What better to follow a yummy night of boxing than a yummy box of Sprinkle's???

Yesterday, the bf grilled up some steaks and I made a pasta salad. We had some drinks and got our boxing feud on! Bf picked Mayweather and ofcourse I picked SUGAR Shane Mosley! It was a long fight and in round 12, despite Sugar's intense 1st round, May won by some points.  I'm still glad I picked Sugar though, he has so much more class than May's cocky bad attitude. The man is nearly 40 and Omgaga.  I'm not a sore loser so I gave my congrats to the bf and expressed that I was just happy my Sugar didn't get knocked out. He put up a GOOD fight and still had class and a smile at the end unlike May.  Fast Forward to this morning....bf brings me breakfast in bed and a few hours later I crawled over to one of my favorite Cupcakery's, Sprinkle's.  Yes, Yes, the same Sprinkle's made famous by Oprah and other celebs.  If there is a Sprinkle's near you, I so encourage you to follow them on Twitter. @sprinkles, does something really cool, it's called the "Whisper of the Day" and if you are one of the first 25-50 people that whisper the magic words of the day, you get a free cupcake of the day.  I've done it a couple time's before and it had been awhile so I decided to pop in the shop and whisper away. Today's whisper flavor is Vanilla, which is the white-sprinkled in the photo above. The blue and green dot is Chai Latte and the red and blue dotted ones are the "always orgasmic" Red Velvet, their #1 flavor and for a good reason.  I got a cuppy of milk to go along...so delicious.  Coming up is Target and Barnes & Noble... a couple of my favorite stores....!

I hope you all have a fabulous day dolls!!!

Cuz I'm a free bitch, baby...........

Welcome Dolls!

(To my blog)

I've been considering a blog for quite some time now. Not just some "blah blah" blog, a blog where you can get all sorts of hot info, whether it be fashion, hair, sex, makeup, Blackberry and ofcourse, my female God, Lady Gaga. I'll always throw in a little bit of me because what would this blog be without some crazy, wild, outspoken fun from a pink-haired bitch? I want to provide a place where my Bff  Nicolle & I can spread the word about saving cute little animals down to a place where my "Sister from another Mister" L & I can provide makeup reviews and tutorials.  Most importantly, I want to blog about SEX. Till this day I cannot understand why society has tried to push the "Sex is bad, dirty,disgusting" envelope down the world's throat.  It most certainly isn't. If it was, then why is everybody doing it...? If I could spread a message to the women in this world, it would be this:

 "Loving sex does NOT make you a slut. Be safe, be cautious, be FREE. Do not let society dictate who you are or can be. Push the limits, say what you feel like saying and do what you want to do. Live in your own glossy world where you go by your OWN rules. Be desirable, let that inner goddess out, life is so much more fun when you let loose. Be YOU."

I'll leave you with one of my fave quote's that I live by every single day of my life:

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."

-Marilyn Monroe